I wasn't going to show you this

but I guess I will.

So, I'm starting my 7th week of P90X, and I've been working really hard. Last week, my energy was nonexistant (probably because I did too much the week before). I mean, my eyes hurt by 2:30 in the afternoon. I struggled and struggled and struggled to stay awake, sometimes successful, sometimes not. (One day, I just laid on the front porch and slept). But, I still got up every morning and worked out. I still ate well.

So, I took a picture this morning. I think I might see a change...it's small (and still disgusting), but I think it's there. I don't think people who only see me in my clothes will notice a difference, but I'm wondering if this program may be starting to work...

The bottoms even felt loose today, like maybe I needed to tighten them. I don't know. It's still pretty gross when I bend over (my stomach that is), but I think maybe, just maybe, I'm finally headed in the right direction. People who have completed the program have said that the biggest changes come in the last 30 days. In 2 more weeks, I'll be in the last 30 days.

Crossing my fingers...